The Tension of Potential
The energy of the day is one of potential, even though it may feel more like tension, anxiety, discouragement or fear. Don’t worry if you’re reading this after the post date as chances are the energetics will still apply for whenever you do happen to read this as the energy has been in this state for a few days now and will likely continue.
This period of time is one of those choice/ turning points. There is a tension between the familiar whisperings of the past wanting you to turn back to what was, the way you were (even though you may not really be interested in the same old, same old anymore) and the gentle to earnest urging of what is there to be, in potentia, but not yet apparent in the present (as it may appear as if you are looking into a mist or fog). In that between space of desired potential there is a greater than ever opportunity to more consciously choose and allow the direction of your thoughts and ensuing experiences.
This is a time, more than ever, to believe that you can shape your future into the experiences that you want most. It is possible to start now even though it may feel or appear as if there are too many resistances or even a sense of apathy. The focus is on allowing that which is there ready for you. It is a time of receptivity. Even though you may not have a clear vision of what you want or what is to come, you know how you want to feel. Focus on that. There are a few different modalities that encourage you to hold in thought and feeling that which you want for 33 or 34 seconds at a time. Do your best to envision what you want and to feel it to whatever extent that you can for that amount of time. If that seems impossible then start with as many seconds as you can and build it up to eventually even longer than that. Practice this as best as possible and know that this will translate into desired outcomes.
If that does not seem doable, for now, then do your best to focus on expanding your ability to receive. You may see your self as a vessel that knows no boundaries nor limitations. It does not matter how much is poured in as there is always room for more. Do that in whatever manner is available to you. It will assist in decreasing the space between where you are now and where you would like to be.
Any resistances you may feel will be about having a limit to the amount of love, light and abundance that you are willing and/or comfortable receiving. It is about willing to see your self as the wondrous being that you are. It is not about self blame or doubt, but rather knowing that it is possible to use your free choice and will to empower your self when you feel ready. There isn’t only one shot or opportunity to ‘get it.’ Circumstances will continue to present themselves of which you can take advantage. All forces will continue to conspire in support of where you direct your energy. You are encouraged to continue to acknowledge what you want. Continue to practice putting attention upon that, for that is of which your experiences are shaped. Curate carefully what you allow into your realm of focus as you navigate the in between spaces of what was and what is there to be.