October 06th, 2020

Core Essence - Part I
You are energy in form.
A portion of your spirit/ core essence remains in other dimension space. The self that is here is always connected to the Self that is there which is connected to All. Your signature essence, or your unique vibration, is different from all others. You may not always have a conscious sense of that connection, however, your Self always loves, supports, encourages and inspires you. That part of you never abandons you, however, it is possible for your self to try to pull away from the congruency of self to Self to All. This usually occurs when you are trying to make some story about your self true, when it is not. The gist of the tale usually lies in 'not good enough' and 'not lovable.' You may not even be aware that this is the underlying theme to whatever it is you are trying to tell your self. You know that this is what you are doing when you feel negative about your self in any way. The unpleasant feeling is an indication that you are heading in the wrong direction with your thoughts and intentions by trying to prove a falsehood about your self as true. Unfortunately, most have been conditioned to mistrust what feels good and to believe what feels bad. There are a multitude of sayings that support this, for example, 'it's too good to be true,' or 'enjoy it while you can.' There is an ingrained belief that joy and happiness are elusive fleeting experiences. One of the questions to ask your self is what is your belief about feeling joy, being happy or enjoying life? Do you believe it is possible for this to be your default setting on a daily basis or is it the reward for hard work and effort, only awarded if you deserve it?

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